G is for Gagging

I love being a cocksucker. I just get such a sense of pride feeling a dick get hard in my mouth and then feeling it shoot it's sticky load right down my throat. There are times that I enjoy you just laying there while I service your cock. You can just lay back while I stroke and lick and suck you to ecstasy. Then there are times that I require you being a little more active.
I find it incredibly sexy to be on my knees or squatting down in front of you with nothing but panties on. You're standing right in front of me with your big, hard dick right in front of my face. You're looking down at me and can see how much I want it. I need it. I have my mouth open and my tongue out. You tease me first by slapping the head of your cock against my tongue and rubbing it all over my cute face. Finally when your cock is dripping precum and it's sticking to my cheeks you push the head inside my wanting mouth. I immediately wrap my lips tight around it, not wanting to let it back out. I start sucking.
Once I get the head nice and wet you start pumping it in and out of my mouth. The more excited you get the deeper you push it down my throat. I have a sensitive gag reflex, but I promise my cunt gets the wet the more I gag. The feeling of my throat trying to push your member out just gets you more excited so you push deeper and just hold it there so you can feel my muscles spasm around your shaft. To make it even tighter you wrap your hand around my neck. You're not choking me, just applying some pressure. Like you're jacking yourself off with my throat. It's so hot to be used as a hole to shove your hard meat into. With me being the blowjob artist that I am, I know it won't be long until you spurt.
Where do you want it? Right down my throat? All over my nice big titties? How about my face?

Awwww. Boys are so sweet.

This sweet boy sent me an email apologizing for not having the time or money to call me lately so to make it up to me I asked him to jot down some of my best qualities. I'm hoping this is just the rough draft, but I figured he would want to see his words in print.




Here are some random thoughts I wrote just now:

In the days following our conversations, I find her words echoing in my
mind, altering how I feel and who I am in the direction of her choosing.

She helped me face the fact that every girl I've ever dated cheated on me
left and right, and to understand exactly why, even using their full names
(including middle names!) to hammer it home.

She provided an objective and critical view of my anatomy which has left me
feeling completely horrible about myself, and fully agreeing with women's
negative appraisal of what I have and what I am.

I now realize that my chronic masturbation isn't just a phase, but a life
condition. Thanks to Autumn, I'm now trying to cope with this reality.

Autumn is easily the cleverest girl I’ve ever had the pleasure of speaking
to. What she isn’t is nice. Instead, she’s used her intelligence and
creativity to methodically and very sadistically dismantle my psyche,
rearranging it in a way that amuses her while crippling me. I’ll never be
“okay” again, and I don’t want to be. All I want is for Autumn to chop me up
into even finer pieces.

These are just some of the wonderful things Autumn has done to me.

Autumn is everything to me, I'm nothing to her, and this is as it should be.


Love Always,
Totally Into Men