3.08.2010

slutling's apology and email of devotion

Recently one of my dear boys made not one, but two mistakes. Make a note, subbies: ladies don't like it when you address them by another girl's name. In order to win back my favor I nicely asked for an email highlighting some of my better qualities as well as a small tribute.

**Dearest Princess Goddess Mistress Autumn**
First of all I want to thank You for Your willingness to take me on for ongoing
long-term training as a lil slutling to serve You and be guided and trained under
Your perfect hand. Additionally I want to thank You for being coming up with
something that was well thought out and fair for slutling to do in order to pay for
his misdeed of wrongly addressing You as this helps slutling know he is under a
Princess Goddess that is going to lovingly guide him through his training and not
take advantage of him. Trust is such an important component of his servitude.
I am actively working on acquiring Your tip and will get this to You as soon as
possible. I would like to express per Your request why slutling would like to serve You Princess Goddess Autumn.
As a sensual submissive into teasing and denial I have had the opportunity to be the
subject of playful teasing and torture by many but rarely does a lil slutling like
myself EVER truly connect with someone that I feel like intuitively knows how to
interact with me and mildly mindfuck and toy with me keeping me EVER on the edge
teasing and denying and torturing me in a loving way. Yet I have to confess I have
NEVER had a bad experience with You either on the phone or merely chatting online.
You seem to ALWAYS know just what to say and do with slutling and how to toy and
tease with him. You come across so playful and easy to communicate with. You
seduce me so easily and make me want to serve You and please You and do what it is
You desire to do with me bringing a smile to Your face. And when that magical
moment happens it is so gratifying. It is an amazing experience for a lil subbie
like myself to be under a perfect princess like You who gets me and pulls that perfect level of servitude out of me. You warm me and make me smile and yet You aren’t afraid to take me down low into that perfect subspace where You have complete control over me. And when that firmness comes out and You force me to slap or spank my balls while at the same time hovering over the edge of cumming without dare leaking then slut feels Your power over him. And when that happens it’s the most maddeningly delicious thing in the whole world!
So when I even think for a moment I might have the chance to be under Your hand for
a mere minute out of any given day or if I’m given an assignment or any semblance of
direction or guidance by You it can be the most amazingly erotic thing EVER!
Now, on to the public apology – there came a time when playing with the girls of
Your Desires (You, Rachel, Bella, Laura, and Molly) became the norm for a little
while. And slutling was being batted around like a like toy mouse by wickedly
delicious little kitties. Slutling’s mind became dizzy and foggy trying to keep up
with the demands upon him. During this time I on more than one occasion, mistakenly
directed IM replies to You, when trying to respond to the demands of Miss Rachel.
This was not only INEXCUSABLE but it hurt Your feelings Princess Goddess Autumn.
And the mere thought of hurting Your feelings in and of itself was what nearly did
slutling in as he ONLY longs to please You…
So please Princess Goddess Mistress Autumn know how humiliated and humbled and
broken slutling is for having hurt Your feelings and he begs Your forgiveness at
every turn. I write this now as part two of two of a penance assignment You have
given me (part one of two being a tribute). So please know how sorry and regretful
slutling is for having fucked up. You bring me low once again and remind me of my
place before You low and at Your perfect feet ever ready to serve and do Your
bidding with focus and attention. Slutling should NEVER for any reason lose focus
and do something so foolish again!
Please help me learn to focus and become the perfect lil slut for You!
Respectfully & Obediently Yours,
Princess Goddess Mistress Autumn’s slutling
xoxo

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